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The Text Messages Michelle Carter Sent Her Boyfriend Urging Him To Kill Himself Are The Most Sadistic, Twisted Things You Will Ever Read

The Text Messages Michelle Carter Sent Her Boyfriend Urging Him To Kill Himself Are The Most Sadistic, Twisted Things You Will Ever Read

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So the trial of Michelle Carter, the Plainville 17 year old who convinced her boyfriend Conrad Henri Roy III to kill himself, is this week, and the text messages she sent him leading up to his death ARE INSANE!!! We’ve known about this case for a while, and it’s made national headlines because to my knowledge no one has ever been convicted of persuading someone to kill themselves. But until we read the back and forth between Michelle Carter and Conrad Roy, we didn’t really understand just how sick, twisted and demeted this chick is. Read:

Carter: I think your parents know you’re in a really bad place. I’m not saying they want you to do it but I honestly feel like they can accept it.

They know there is nothing they can do. They’ve tried helping. Everyone’s tried, but there is a point that comes where there isn’t anything anyone can do to save you, not even yourself.

And you’ve hit that point and I think your parents know you’ve hit that point.

You said your mom saw a suicide thing on your computer and she didn’t say anything. I think she knows it’s on your mind and she’s prepared for it.

Everyone will be sad for a while but they will get over it and move on. They won’t be in depression. I won’t let that happen. They know how sad you are, and they know that you are doing this to be happy and I think they will understand and accept it. They will always carry you in their hearts.

Roy: Aww. Thank you, Michelle.

What the fuck???? Your family will get over your suicide? Yea, no big deal. Forgive and forget. It’s not like suicide is forever or anything like that. 

Carter: They will move on for you because they know that’s what you would have wanted. They know you wouldn’t want them to be sad and depressed and be angry and guilty. They know you want them to live their lives and be happy. So they will for you. You’re right. You need to stop thinking about this and just do it because over turning always kills, over thinking.

Roy: Yeah, it does. I’ve been thinking about it for too long.

Carter: Always smile, and, yeah, you just have to do it. You have everything you need. There is no way you can fail. Tonight is the night. It’s now or never.

Here’s my question – why was this kid in a relationship with this clambake? Not just because she’s a sadistic skankbeast. But most guys who talk about killing themselves usually are unhappy about a chick. Like the girl of their dreams dumped them. But this poor guy was IN A RELATIONSHIP!!! He had a girlfriend. Life was good. Meanwhile this chick is telling him to just end it. Most fucked up thing I’ve ever heard.  

In another exchange, Carter told Roy, who had attempted suicide two years earlier, not to be afraid of another attempt.

Carter: If you don’t think about it, you won’t think about failing. You’ll just do it and then thinking you’ll succeed.

Roy: Right. That’s what I’m talking about. I read so much about failed attempts gone wrong that it’s gotten me discouraged.

Carter: Yeah, exactly, so stop doing that. There is more success than there are failures.

Roy: Are you kidding me?

Carter: You have to look at it that way and people only fail because they have the same mindset as you. Thinking they’ll fail.

Roy: I really want to believe you.

Carter: Why don’t you.

Carter: You can’t think about it. You just have to do it. You said you were gonna do it. Like I don’t get why you aren’t.

Roy: I don’t get it either. I don’t know.

Carter: So I guess you aren’t gonna do it then. All that for nothing. I’m just confused. Like you were so ready and determined.

Roy: I am gonna eventually. I really don’t know what I’m waiting for but I have everything lined up.

“Like, I don’t get why you aren’t (killing yourself)?” Translation – don’t be such a vagina. If you really wanna impress me then you’ll end your life right now. Then I’ll give you the best blowjob you’ve ever gotten. Except I won’t because you’ll be dead. 

In other conversations, Carter seemingly pressured Roy amid her own frustration that he had delayed committing suicide.

Carter: Well… I guess [that I am frustrated] just because you always say you are gonna do it but you don’t, but last night I know you really wanted to do it and I’m not mad. Well, I mean, kind of, I guess, just because you always say you’re gonna do it… but you don’t but last night I knew you really wanted to and I’m not mad.

Carter: You’re not joking about this or bullshitting me, right? … I just want to make sure you’re being serious. Like I know you are, but I don’t know. You always say you’re gonna do it, but you never do. I just want to make sure tonight is the real thing.

You can’t make up this kind of evil. Chick gave him a GUILT TRIP for not killing himself. My high school girlfriends gave me guilt trips about spending too much time with my friends. Luckily she wasn’t REAL mad. She was just “kind of” mad that he was wasting her time with this back and forth. 

Prosecutors also say Carter helped Roy devise the plan to use carbon monoxide to kill himself. In one exchange, Roy proposed siphoning the poisonous gas from his truck’s exhaust pipes into the cabin. Carter endorsed the idea and advised him on the specifics.

Carter:  Yeah, it will work. If you emit 3200 ppm of it for five or ten minutes you will die within a half hour. You lose consciousness with no pain. You just fall asleep and die. You can also just take a hose and run that from the exhaust pipe to the rear window in your car and seal it with duct tape and shirts, so it can’t escape. You will die within, like, 20 or 30 minutes all pain free.

Holy guacamole!! This psycho broad researched this so much she knew the right levels of 3200 ppm to emit. That’s a sadistic amount of dedication. 

She also advised him on the location.

Carter: Don’t do it in the driveway. You will be easily found. … Find a spot.

Roy: I don’t know. I’m thinking a public place. If I go somewhere private they may call cops.

Carter: Well, then someone will notice you.

Carter: Do you think you will get caught? I mean, it only takes 30 minutes; right?

Carter: Just park your car and sit there and it will take, like, 20 minutes. It’s not a big deal.

Yea, it’s totally not a big deal. It’s not like you’re gonna be dead or anything when you’re done. 

In another text, Carter suggested other methods of suicide if carbon monoxide poisoning didn’t work.

Carter: Oh, okay. Well I would do the CO. That honestly is the best way and I know it’s hard to find a tank so if you could use another car or something, then do that. But next I’d try the bag or hanging. Hanging is painless and takes like a second if you do it right.

I’ve never seen someone want another human being to die as much as this chick wanted her poor boyfriend to die. 

On the morning of July 12, she suggested Roy commit suicide during the day and again pressed him to follow through.

Carter: Are you going to do it today?

Roy: Yes.

Carter: Like in the day time?

Roy: Should I?

Carter: Yeah, it’s less suspicious. You won’t think about it as much and you’ll get it over with instead of wait until the night.

Roy: Yeah then I will. Like where? Like I could go in any enclosed area.

Carter: Go in your truck and drive in a parking lot somewhere, to a park or something. Do it like early. Do it now, like early.

Roy: Like, why am I so hesitant lately. Like two weeks ago I was willing to try everything and now I’m worse, really bad, and I’m LOL not following through. It’s eating me inside.

Carter: You’re so hesitant because you keeping over thinking it and keep pushing it off. You just need to do it, Conrad. The more you push it off, the more it will eat at you. You’re ready and prepared. All you have to do is turn the generator on and you will be free and happy. No more pushing it off. No more waiting.

Roy. You’re right.

Roy: Okay. I’m gonna do it today.

Carter: You promise?

Roy: I promise, babe. I have to now.

Carter: Like right now?

Roy: Where do I go?

Carter And you can’t break a promise. And just go in a quiet parking lot or something.

She made him pinky fucking swear!!! Because she KNEW he was having second thoughts, so she played the card that every chick plays with a guy who isn’t giving them what they want – the promise card. Except she didn’t want him to promise her she was gonna marry him. She wanted him to promise that he’d asphyxiate himself. 

Later that afternoon, Roy sent Carter a text that he was “determined.” Carter responded that she was “happy to hear that” and reiterated, “No more waiting.” After a traveling to the beach with his family and buying his sisters ice cream, Roy said he was questioning how to leave the house.

Carter: Are you gonna do it now?

Roy: I just don’t know how to leave them, you know.

Carter: Say you’re gonna go to the store or something

Roy: Like, I want them to know that I love them.

Carter: They know. That’s the one thing they definitely know. You’re over thinking.

Roy: I know I’m over thinking. I’ve been over thinking for a while now.

Carter: I know. You jut have to do it like you said. Are you gonna do it now?

Roy: I still haven’t left yet, ha ha

Carter: Why?

Roy: Leaving now.

Carter: Okay. You can do this.

Roy: Okay. I’m almost there.

“I still haven’t left yet?”


How fucking bad did this chick want him to die? There are no words for this level of sadism.

To make it worse check out what she was tweeting after he died:

You’ll never understand why this had to happen? Bitch, you knew he was planning it for years!!!

The hardest word is to say goodbye? You said it pretty easily in those text messages. But I guess “hurry up and do it” is a lot easier to say than goodbye.

The bottom line is, I think it sets a bad precedent if this chick in convicted of manslaughter. Ultimately her boyfriend had the choice to not kill himself. He could’ve used a normal, supportive girlfriend who told him that killing himself was a bad idea. He would’ve walked away because as you can see in those text messages he was pretty lukewarm about the whole thing to begin with. But he was an adult who made an adult decision, and ultimately that was on him. Nevertheless, this chick is pure evil and should be ostracized by society for the rest of her life. She’s pure evil and beyond rehabilitation. And if she stays out of prison she should probably change her name, because any guy who starts dating her and Googles her name is gonna run for the hills and never look back.



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27 Comment(s)
  • Jess
    June 11, 2017 at 10:15 pm

    In my eyes she murdered him she studied on what he had to do and she egged him on. She should be charged for murder. Why wud u study this crap and tell ur bf how to kill himself? Her hands arent dirty but she did that she could have saved his life!!! That woman is sadistic and ahe needs help..

  • SMH
    She Is Hot
    June 9, 2017 at 1:01 pm

    Hate me but you ladies love ex-con Jeremy Meeks. She looks much hotter now than in old photos you posted. Blue eyes, thick eyebrows and nice boobs like Cara Delevingne. Not sure if walking like a dude is from being in sports or for the ladies in prison. Getting a guy to kill himself won’t give her cred – her man didn’t smack her around or cheat on her to justify it.

  • John Simonich
    June 8, 2017 at 3:44 pm

    This is absolutely crazy. My 16yr old son just attempted suicide for the second time. And for anyone to have to deal with hurts more than words could ever express. And for some monster to say just do it. People will get over it. Move on and forget.. Bs. As a parent who doesn’t understand how to deal with depression, makes it all that much harder.. Never could I lose my son. Or never could I ever imagine any parent losing their child. Depression is real. We need to open our eyes and our mind. We need to show our child that living is worth it. And that no matter how bad life may seem. There is a silver lining at the end. I cry every day. I fear the worst more often than not. Parents please just talk to your children and be there for them always. Listen when they want to talk. Hear them when they have struggles. Open your arms when they need a hug. Please please do not ignore the signs. Suicide is real and needs to be helped. Let’s end suicide and care about your loved ones. #suicidehurtseveryone

  • MissZombie
    June 8, 2017 at 10:49 am

    She wanted to be the poor girlfriend who’s bf killed himself. She wanted the sympathy and attention it would bring her. Perhaps become viral and famous, getting interviews on daytime talk shows, where she’d go on about loving him so much and being his soulmate, that she’ll never love again…ultimately branching off to her real goal of becoming world famous, from being offered modeling contracts or whatever.

    Thats my theory anyway.

    Either way, shes pure fucking evil and should absolutely go to prison. Or an asylum.

  • Semen Cannon
    June 7, 2017 at 7:27 pm

    Psychotic chicks are hot in the sack.

    Based on that criteria, this chick should be the best lay in the universe.

    Just make sure you keep all the sharp objects locked away. And use a fake name and address. In a city at least 20 miles away from your real address. And a burner cell phone.

  • Michele
    June 7, 2017 at 1:59 pm

    I honestly believe this kid would still be alive if she hadn’t egged him on. She needs to be held responsible for being an accomplice.

  • El
    June 7, 2017 at 9:40 am

    I think this chick is certainly a psychopath but I think convicting her is going to create a very slippery slope. If she gets convicted half the girls in junior highs and high schools across the country will go down because they bullied someone who ended it. Then, what next, comedians who fat shame and cause tubbos to end it? He decided to do it, end of the story.

  • itsjustme
    June 7, 2017 at 12:16 am

    If I remember correctly there is more text after he was in the car breathing in the co. Her checking to see if he was dead yet basically, and at one point he gets out because he’s scared and she makes him get back in because he’s “so close.”
    I just don’t understand her motive, did she want the attention after because her bf died? It’s not like they were married and she was going to gain anything. The only thing that makes sense is she got off on making him do it because shes a psychopath. I doubt she will get anywhere near what she deserves in jail.

  • True Reality Speaks
    True Reality Speaks
    June 6, 2017 at 10:28 pm

    This narcissistic bitch’s actions are analogous to what the liberals are doing to this country and society. Whispering enabling words to the dumb and mentally ill so that they will eventually kill themselves and everyone else, figuratively and in the case of minorities – literally.

    She’s just a victim (product) of her environment – and so she will be found not guilty by a jury (judge) of her enablers.

  • SJWHater101
    June 6, 2017 at 9:31 pm

    This bitch is uberfucked for the rest of her life. Serves her right, a family lost a son because of this cunt.

  • Rot In Hell Cunt!!!
    June 6, 2017 at 8:10 pm

    I hope she ends up in prison for this. A millennial cunt that thinks she’s better than anyone else! She should have contacted his parents, and authorities, social services, etc. ANYONE that could have helped this poor young man out of his situation! But no! She egged him on! She got some sort of perverse satisfaction out of this! Fuck her!

    Rot in hell bitch!!!

  • AlexCee
    June 6, 2017 at 7:50 pm

    What if I told you,

    that Turtleboy’s facebook page reads just like those tweets? Find someone who raises a disenting opinion, and read the responses.

    You’re no better that her. This is your psyche on trial, in another body.

    • Mark D
      June 7, 2017 at 9:55 am

      the problem with your argument is that the people TB writes about are all pieces of shit…the dregs of society…and the world would be better off without them in it. This boy was not like them.

      • Kjd
        June 7, 2017 at 2:40 pm

        ^Jesus has entered the building. Who lives and who dies. He is risen!

  • MyrtleTheTurtle
    June 6, 2017 at 5:30 pm

    How incredibly sad,this kid was reaching out to devil.Her head looks weird as hell,please tell me the ladies in cell block c are going to use her over-sized melon as the block kickball.

  • Ken
    June 6, 2017 at 5:26 pm

    This woman is a ghoul. I bet she has done this to others. I guess you just never know who’s a Nancy Pelosi inside.

  • Troubled Nostrils
    June 6, 2017 at 4:44 pm

    I guess that’s one way of avoiding a messy break-up. Seriously – maybe that was her evil way of getting out of the relationship.

  • Triggered
    June 6, 2017 at 4:37 pm

    As someone who has had a close family member take a gun to his hw as discussed in my home I can’t even read all the way through this. Please. ..if you need help. Get it. No matter what anyone else says.

  • They call me Ponch
    June 6, 2017 at 4:28 pm

    What’s with dem brows yo’?

    • Michele
      June 7, 2017 at 1:57 pm

      That’s the first thing I thought, too!! What are those?!

  • Savage Squaw Bitch
    June 6, 2017 at 4:01 pm

    I disagree with it setting a bad precedent if she is convicted, because suicidal people are in a less connected state of mind and view things in a very skewed way. She seized the opportunity and manipulated that for herself to apparently look like a victim of loss. She willingly coaxed an ill human being into planning and completing his own death, and I feel like this kind of person needs to be punished accordingly. Manslaughter doesn’t seem to be enough since she brainwashed him into believing his life was worthless.

    • KimberlyS
      June 6, 2017 at 4:22 pm

      I agree – it’s like feeding poison to someone.

      If she had actually tried to help him, or spoken with his family and told them what was happening, he could have gotten help. It may not have been successful, but it would still have been an effort.

      This is evil of a kind seldom seen.

    • Pocahontas
      June 26, 2017 at 12:54 pm

      Got any idea what the word “squaw” actually means? How it originated?

  • Kegger
    June 6, 2017 at 3:57 pm

    When I heard on WBZ a.m. 1030 radio that her layer opted for a bench trial as opposed to a jury I was curious what our esteemed legal Turtle rider and next Mayor of Worcester thought of this move . One sympathetic juror could have swayed the case . I think this case will set legal precedent when she is found guilty. She is a sociopath and a narcissist hiding behind crocodile tears . Orange is the new black for her , there’s a nice cell mate waiting for her in Framingham !

    • Strata
      June 6, 2017 at 4:44 pm

      Let me educate you, I know how this works …. you opt for a Judge to decide (versus a Jury of your peers) because the Defense knows the Judge will rule in favor of the accused. And it is typically because someone knows the judge (the lawyers or defendant or court staff) , there is a connection if you will, or it becomes known the Judge has indicated (maybe thru a proxy) that he doesn’t believe this is a case he’d rule guilty and want to set a precedent (or be embarrassed by a guilty conviction later overturned).

      Prediction. She will be found not guilty.

      June 6, 2017 at 7:03 pm

      I would still fuck her

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