The Text Messages Michelle Carter Sent Her Boyfriend Urging Him To Kill Himself Are The Most Sadistic, Twisted Things You Will Ever Read
So the trial of Michelle Carter, the Plainville 17 year old who convinced her boyfriend Conrad Henri Roy III to kill himself, is this week, and the text messages she sent him leading up to his death ARE INSANE!!! We’ve known about this case for a while, and it’s made national headlines because to my knowledge no one has ever been convicted of persuading someone to kill themselves. But until we read the back and forth between Michelle Carter and Conrad Roy, we didn’t really understand just how sick, twisted and demeted this chick is. Read:
— masslivenews (@masslivenews) June 6, 2017
— The Boston Globe (@BostonGlobe) June 6, 2017
Carter: I think your parents know you’re in a really bad place. I’m not saying they want you to do it but I honestly feel like they can accept it.
They know there is nothing they can do. They’ve tried helping. Everyone’s tried, but there is a point that comes where there isn’t anything anyone can do to save you, not even yourself.
And you’ve hit that point and I think your parents know you’ve hit that point.
You said your mom saw a suicide thing on your computer and she didn’t say anything. I think she knows it’s on your mind and she’s prepared for it.
Everyone will be sad for a while but they will get over it and move on. They won’t be in depression. I won’t let that happen. They know how sad you are, and they know that you are doing this to be happy and I think they will understand and accept it. They will always carry you in their hearts.
Roy: Aww. Thank you, Michelle.
What the fuck???? Your family will get over your suicide? Yea, no big deal. Forgive and forget. It’s not like suicide is forever or anything like that.
Carter: They will move on for you because they know that’s what you would have wanted. They know you wouldn’t want them to be sad and depressed and be angry and guilty. They know you want them to live their lives and be happy. So they will for you. You’re right. You need to stop thinking about this and just do it because over turning always kills, over thinking.
Roy: Yeah, it does. I’ve been thinking about it for too long.
Carter: Always smile, and, yeah, you just have to do it. You have everything you need. There is no way you can fail. Tonight is the night. It’s now or never.
Here’s my question – why was this kid in a relationship with this clambake? Not just because she’s a sadistic skankbeast. But most guys who talk about killing themselves usually are unhappy about a chick. Like the girl of their dreams dumped them. But this poor guy was IN A RELATIONSHIP!!! He had a girlfriend. Life was good. Meanwhile this chick is telling him to just end it. Most fucked up thing I’ve ever heard.
In another exchange, Carter told Roy, who had attempted suicide two years earlier, not to be afraid of another attempt.
Carter: If you don’t think about it, you won’t think about failing. You’ll just do it and then thinking you’ll succeed.
Roy: Right. That’s what I’m talking about. I read so much about failed attempts gone wrong that it’s gotten me discouraged.
Carter: Yeah, exactly, so stop doing that. There is more success than there are failures.
Roy: Are you kidding me?
Carter: You have to look at it that way and people only fail because they have the same mindset as you. Thinking they’ll fail.
Roy: I really want to believe you.
Carter: Why don’t you.
Carter: You can’t think about it. You just have to do it. You said you were gonna do it. Like I don’t get why you aren’t.
Roy: I don’t get it either. I don’t know.
Carter: So I guess you aren’t gonna do it then. All that for nothing. I’m just confused. Like you were so ready and determined.
Roy: I am gonna eventually. I really don’t know what I’m waiting for but I have everything lined up.
“Like, I don’t get why you aren’t (killing yourself)?” Translation – don’t be such a vagina. If you really wanna impress me then you’ll end your life right now. Then I’ll give you the best blowjob you’ve ever gotten. Except I won’t because you’ll be dead.
In other conversations, Carter seemingly pressured Roy amid her own frustration that he had delayed committing suicide.
Carter: Well… I guess [that I am frustrated] just because you always say you are gonna do it but you don’t, but last night I know you really wanted to do it and I’m not mad. Well, I mean, kind of, I guess, just because you always say you’re gonna do it… but you don’t but last night I knew you really wanted to and I’m not mad.
Carter: You’re not joking about this or bullshitting me, right? … I just want to make sure you’re being serious. Like I know you are, but I don’t know. You always say you’re gonna do it, but you never do. I just want to make sure tonight is the real thing.
You can’t make up this kind of evil. Chick gave him a GUILT TRIP for not killing himself. My high school girlfriends gave me guilt trips about spending too much time with my friends. Luckily she wasn’t REAL mad. She was just “kind of” mad that he was wasting her time with this back and forth.
Prosecutors also say Carter helped Roy devise the plan to use carbon monoxide to kill himself. In one exchange, Roy proposed siphoning the poisonous gas from his truck’s exhaust pipes into the cabin. Carter endorsed the idea and advised him on the specifics.
Carter: Yeah, it will work. If you emit 3200 ppm of it for five or ten minutes you will die within a half hour. You lose consciousness with no pain. You just fall asleep and die. You can also just take a hose and run that from the exhaust pipe to the rear window in your car and seal it with duct tape and shirts, so it can’t escape. You will die within, like, 20 or 30 minutes all pain free.
Holy guacamole!! This psycho broad researched this so much she knew the right levels of 3200 ppm to emit. That’s a sadistic amount of dedication.
She also advised him on the location.
Carter: Don’t do it in the driveway. You will be easily found. … Find a spot.
Roy: I don’t know. I’m thinking a public place. If I go somewhere private they may call cops.
Carter: Well, then someone will notice you.
Carter: Do you think you will get caught? I mean, it only takes 30 minutes; right?
Carter: Just park your car and sit there and it will take, like, 20 minutes. It’s not a big deal.
Yea, it’s totally not a big deal. It’s not like you’re gonna be dead or anything when you’re done.
In another text, Carter suggested other methods of suicide if carbon monoxide poisoning didn’t work.
Carter: Oh, okay. Well I would do the CO. That honestly is the best way and I know it’s hard to find a tank so if you could use another car or something, then do that. But next I’d try the bag or hanging. Hanging is painless and takes like a second if you do it right.
I’ve never seen someone want another human being to die as much as this chick wanted her poor boyfriend to die.
On the morning of July 12, she suggested Roy commit suicide during the day and again pressed him to follow through.
Carter: Are you going to do it today?
Carter: Like in the day time?
Roy: Should I?
Carter: Yeah, it’s less suspicious. You won’t think about it as much and you’ll get it over with instead of wait until the night.
Roy: Yeah then I will. Like where? Like I could go in any enclosed area.
Carter: Go in your truck and drive in a parking lot somewhere, to a park or something. Do it like early. Do it now, like early.
Roy: Like, why am I so hesitant lately. Like two weeks ago I was willing to try everything and now I’m worse, really bad, and I’m LOL not following through. It’s eating me inside.
Carter: You’re so hesitant because you keeping over thinking it and keep pushing it off. You just need to do it, Conrad. The more you push it off, the more it will eat at you. You’re ready and prepared. All you have to do is turn the generator on and you will be free and happy. No more pushing it off. No more waiting.
Roy. You’re right.
Roy: Okay. I’m gonna do it today.
Carter: You promise?
Roy: I promise, babe. I have to now.
Carter: Like right now?
Roy: Where do I go?
Carter And you can’t break a promise. And just go in a quiet parking lot or something.
She made him pinky fucking swear!!! Because she KNEW he was having second thoughts, so she played the card that every chick plays with a guy who isn’t giving them what they want – the promise card. Except she didn’t want him to promise her she was gonna marry him. She wanted him to promise that he’d asphyxiate himself.
Later that afternoon, Roy sent Carter a text that he was “determined.” Carter responded that she was “happy to hear that” and reiterated, “No more waiting.” After a traveling to the beach with his family and buying his sisters ice cream, Roy said he was questioning how to leave the house.
Carter: Are you gonna do it now?
Roy: I just don’t know how to leave them, you know.
Carter: Say you’re gonna go to the store or something
Roy: Like, I want them to know that I love them.
Carter: They know. That’s the one thing they definitely know. You’re over thinking.
Roy: I know I’m over thinking. I’ve been over thinking for a while now.
Carter: I know. You jut have to do it like you said. Are you gonna do it now?
Roy: I still haven’t left yet, ha ha
Roy: Leaving now.
Carter: Okay. You can do this.
Roy: Okay. I’m almost there.
“I still haven’t left yet?”
How fucking bad did this chick want him to die? There are no words for this level of sadism.
To make it worse check out what she was tweeting after he died:
— heather colvin #FlyHighSqwoosh👩🏻⚕️ (@heathiebird03) June 6, 2017
You’ll never understand why this had to happen? Bitch, you knew he was planning it for years!!!
The hardest word is to say goodbye? You said it pretty easily in those text messages. But I guess “hurry up and do it” is a lot easier to say than goodbye.
The bottom line is, I think it sets a bad precedent if this chick in convicted of manslaughter. Ultimately her boyfriend had the choice to not kill himself. He could’ve used a normal, supportive girlfriend who told him that killing himself was a bad idea. He would’ve walked away because as you can see in those text messages he was pretty lukewarm about the whole thing to begin with. But he was an adult who made an adult decision, and ultimately that was on him. Nevertheless, this chick is pure evil and should be ostracized by society for the rest of her life. She’s pure evil and beyond rehabilitation. And if she stays out of prison she should probably change her name, because any guy who starts dating her and Googles her name is gonna run for the hills and never look back.
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